Lord, help me

for I am falling fast,

(hold on-is it plain coincidence that as I write this, he walks by? weird.)

This mission might just fail.

No. It won't. It can't.

Can it?

No. Wait-

What if I was just upset and discouraged at the time I made this commitment?

What if this isn't really what God wanted from me?

What if it is?

How do I decipher?

LORD, help me.

p.s. blogging every day isn't gonna work for me. you probably already figured that out though.