Day #3 started off a little rocky because I was in the presence of somebody I've been attracted to for while. Luckily there were tons of other people there and I was able to distract myself and focus more on them than him.
I think its the first time I realized that this isn't going to be easy. I've wanted to text a few people lately, but I can't because I know that I am attracted to them, and that I want more than friendship. I can't pursue that! AH!.
I'm eighteen years old, I attend CBU and I love Jesus. I'm going a year without boys in hopes of focusing more on God and school. I'm not entirely cutting boys out of my life, I'm essentially not pursuing anything but friendship with anyone of the male gender. That means no dating, no flirting, no hanging out one on one, nothing! This is going to be an adventure.
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