First off, lets start by explaining why I'm doing this. All too often I find myself focusing on boys rather than God or school, and all too often I find myself developing relationships with boys that are based off only physical attraction. And because boys are the way they are, they have a hard time seeing past that attraction and figuring out if they really actually like the girl. I'm always the one who has to be the let down. I always have to bring attention to the fact that its all physical and that we'd be better off as friends. So I'm going to just push myself away from situations as such, and I'm going to focus on creating real friendships with the male species, based off only the desire to be friends. Everyone always says that things work better when they start off as friends anyways. So if you're discouraged by this, just wait for me, cause in reality, I'm doing us a favor.
Day #1 was not as bad as I thought it would be, except for the fact that I went to South Hills North Main offices and the Fender Museum right next door was having an event which required valet workers-boys over the age of 18 who happen to look really good in suits-and as I was walking by, one said "hey there" ...I had to remind myself "one year!" and continue walking by without saying a word. I don't think God is going to let me off easily on this one, He's not gonna take all the hotties out of my life for a year, they will still be there and I'm going to have to deal with it. It also doesn't help that I go to a school that is full of gorgeous christian guys. Haha. Let the adventure begin.
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